22 free verse
5 haiku
3 triolets
2 tanka sequences
2 "hay(na)ku sonnets"
2 light verse
1 curtal sonnet
1 concrete poem
Of those, twenty have at least a passing mention of the current pandemic and its effects, and two more could be construed to refer to it. Maybe theirs a chapbook in there somewhere - my friend Anna Evans wrote pandemic-themed tritinas all month and is planning to assemble a chapbook of them.
I always like to pick my favorite poems that I wrote during the month and showcase them at the end, so here are my "top 5", at least in my opinion. (Feel free to browse my daily posts if you prefer to form your own opinion of which are my "best".)
Day 2:
Civic
A round rubber foundation that moves
with a simple key turn, a shift of a lever
and a pump on a pedal.
My new safe space. Not living in it,
but in a sense, living through it.
No crowds in here, few germs (I pray)
and a decent sound system.
The dark gray dashboard is fuzzy
with a film of dust, and random papers
litter the floor, but it's my mess.
I'm not too far from anything here -
my favorite takeout is 1.6 miles
down the road. They open their window,
and I open mine, the bagged transfer
of victuals - minimum contact.
A turbaned guy pumps my gas
(Jersey is still full-service),
and we pass my card back and forth.
If I have to exit this steel-glass bubble,
I don my gloves and mask,
stay a person-length away from anyone
avoid chit-chat, get my necessities,
and walk out into an invisible haze
of particles that look like tiny golf balls
studded with tees.
Many, but fewer, of us are moving like this,
self-isolation on the highway, keeping
a safe distance, just as they always told us
in Driver's Ed, so we don't crash
into one another and die.
Day 8:
The hug will not become extinct.
Day 8:
The Future of the Hug
I was not ready for anything to happen.
- Sylvia Plath
- Sylvia Plath
The first thing they said was Don't shake hands.
Soon after that, they banned intimacy.
Stay apart, the length of a person's body.
Wash your hands. Don't leave home.
If you do, wear a mask. Wash your hands.
Don't let anyone in your house. Wash your hands.
Wash your hands.
I watch my first-grader talk to her teacher
from a laptop screen. At the end, she leans in
and wraps her arms around herself, a virtual hug.
The teacher should be inside those arms.
I can see her tears welling.
None of us were ready for this.
A kiss, a handshake, a hug -
these days any could be deadly.
Those closest to us at home still get them -
the reward outweighs the risk.
But when we come out the other side of this,
how much warmth will we resurrect
in those social gatherings that right now
are called death traps?
Some of us have already adopted "Namaste" -
the pressing of our own palms together.
It feels wonderfully sincere, but
it is not the same as pressing another's flesh -
hand to hand, lip to cheek, arms
around another whose arms enwrap you.
The hug will not become extinct.
When we come out again, blinking in the light,
we will see those whose absence was an ache,
and we will seek their comfort.
We will dissolve our personal space,
become blankets in each other's arms
and squeeze.
Day 10:
The Man Who Went to the Supermarket During a Slow Apocalypse
donning
battle gear -
wipes, gloves, mask -
clusters
of humanity -
cart snaking past
standing
six feet
apart in queue -
victuals
on conveyor,
card swiped through -
the only issue:
no toilet tissue
Day 22:
Go Bite the Bed Bugs
Our grandmother used to tuck us in and say,
Good night, sleep tight,
don't let the bed begs bite.
It was a quirky little rhyme, one that didn't
make a lot of sense to us - What's a bed bug?
Then they made a comeback, popping up
in unexpected places like luxury hotels,
so we had to address them again,
just like we're addressing an invisible bug
today, a hundred years after the last
such bug killed so many in the world.
I can thank my Jewish college friend
for the gift of another quirky idiom,
one that turns my grandmother's around:
In Yiddish, it's Gai strasheh di vantzen -
literally, "Go threaten the bed bugs,"
meaning, "I'm not afraid of you!"
Her bubbe actually translated it,
"Go bite the bed bugs,"
such a colorful reversal.
It comes in handy today, as I
strap on a mask to enter this world that has
so radically changed in these few months.
I must take precautions, but I can't let
the times dictate my fears.
I want to use it like a mantra,
shout it through the cloth on my face
over and over till I actually believe it,
Gai strasheh di vantzen,
Gai strasheh di vantzen.
Day 26:
Aprilcalypse
A light spring rain falls on Sunday morning
and the dandelions on my lawn.
I am here, not far from Independence Hall,
while democracy shakes like a leaf,
just as shaking hands is going out of style.
Squirrels dart across deserted streets
and tornados, my childhood nightmare,
rip through the South. This world can turn
on a dime, a dirty dime like the one I found
by the curb yesterday. From cornfields
to tenements, change is rattling the husks
and window panes. Some have spray painted
anarchy symbols and swastikas anonymously
in the alley by the trash cans; others boldly
brandish them on protest signs. My wife and I
watch the news looking for facts, while others
eat up Pizzagate and the Deep State,
jumping into a chasm of disinformation.
They fear Spanish and Chinese like I fear heights.
I grew up in a pink split-level, wear jeans
like Springsteen, build a playhouse for my grandkids
and read them Goodnight Moon. Now I have
a President who asks if we can inject disinfectant
to kill the virus in us, and I think of the film
Idiocracy. (Dear Mr. President, please sit down -
you're not helping. Very truly yours, a citizen.)
I wish I could just fly away from here, mount
a poetic Pegasus and lift us both into the clouds.
But solace will have to come from the real world,
like the empty boulevard lined with cherry trees
that bloom in the rain in my home town.
that bloom in the rain in my home town.
Honorable Mentions:
Zombie Moment (Day 5)
Spirit (Day 12)
PM (Day 18)
Give and Take (Day 19)
Parenting in the Plague (Day 21)
Somewhat Cynically after Listening to James Schuyler's "Hymn to Life" (Day 25)
Total Blank (Day 29)